Its been a smashing weekend. meeting all old friends again. mavis is always happy to see them again. They have made so much difference in her journey. I thank them all. I think we let our guard down this weekend. we were discussing the delays and the fears about this thing still growing. I saw a tear in mavis eye and she was apologising to me for this situation. That brought tears to mine. She has no need to apologise to me. If I could swap places with her I would have done it by now.
What it did do was to pull me up sharp. Its easy to sit in denial and think she looks good she does so much this thing isnt really happening this I know is self deluding. Then all of a sudden reality kicks in. This is real this is slowly marching into our lives. We cant stop it we just deal with it hoping,hoping.
We look to doctor shlozeric for hope.