Yesterday was a special day as far as dates go. 11th may was my dads birthday.
Yesterday 11 May 60 years ago I started my Apprenticeship .
Yesterday 11 May 55 years ago I was beginning my National Service.
Yesterday 11 May was just 3 weeks short of 55 Years ago since I first Met Mavis.
Yesterday 11 May was just 3 weeks short of 53 years ago since we got married.
I said it was special.
I decided to take louis out early as it is bright and sunny. After my fiasco at the Doctors on Friday. I got to thinking in bed . Maybe they are right in not pursuing this with a stent. What if I don’t need it. Is this all in my head. Am I getting better now. Do I walk like an old man of 90 because I am afraid to test myself. What if when I take louis out I try to walk at my old pace. So with a confident step, off we went. Through our short road onto the lane to start the walk. Yes I was thinking I can do this. Louis stops for a pee. Then on we go again.
Cyclists ride past Good Morning they shouted. Good morning I shouted across. I am feeling Ok. But very soon I realised I had slowed down. Now I just wanted louis to do his business.
After we turned round to go back my confident walk was down to a slow step again. I could feel that pressure like bad indigestion again. But long before I reached our entrance I was in trouble.
Short of breath pressure in my chest Oh god please don’t have another attack I was thinking. By the time I turned the corner to see my front door I was done in, climbing my steps I was panting, out of breath my chest was pounding. I dumped my coat in the porch and staggered in and sat down. Trembling like jelly again.
10 mins rest and an aspirin I am back to my useless self again.
Conclusion! It’s not in my head. I need that frigging stent.
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Ray you will be so much better afterwards. You will be back to your old self 🙂 Steve is back to normal and able to do all the things he enjoyed before his attack.
Keep pushing for those damn Drs to sort it out soon. We did. Steves notes were lost too !!!
Wonder why we have to fight for everything:(
Hi Sally Yep I wont give up . I will give a respectable time before I loose my rag.