I cant come to terms with it today as the word Terminal has been used.
It has knocked me a bit. They are taking the drain out in 2 weeks and zapping the wound with Radium and then doing a double dose course of Chemo with both Tablets and drip . So they are really going to hit me with an experimental course of both.
They said that usually the women they treat with it have been very poorly and I’m so fit so I’m an unknown Quantity.
I have had to talk to my 2 brothers and my Son and I hate causing them so much pain as they are so heartbroken and poor Ray I think he needs to talk to someone as he is being so brave and I know he is devastated.
I cant bring myself to put this on the forum but Ray said he will. It is a very evil cancer as it seeds itself it is the worse one to have. I have now to contact a solicitor today to make a claim and the McMillian nurse said it will get through within 3 months so I will be able to treat my family to some extras.
Well I will sign off and I must bounce back to my fighting self Love mavis

On a different note today. When you leave the consultant they give you a pack and booklets for claiming compensation. Its all pretty straight forward. You have mesothelioma you are entitled. yea right . Remember the add pick it up its yours. fine untill you reach out for it. then Wow its not yours. Well this is a bit like that. You cant claim for almost anything unless you are already claiming for something if your not then go away its not yours. Even the solicitor is not sure we have a claim because it happened before 1965, thats when the law changed. So its all another sort of wait and see game.